Man O F'Man

Well, yet another posting to this blog. This one on the left side like ortseo. I cant believe that things are turning out sour with me and my boy . We have been boys for a good 13years and his lack of respect for simple social settings and etiquette has cost us something that we both may never get else where. I feel betrayed and its not a big surprise to feel like that. Back in the Chapter 7 days the same episodes were played in strikingly similar succession, this is just a sequel. I guess it being my friend, I have always been in denial of the fact that I was going to be a victim one day. Was I just naive or stupid or both. I am holding a lot inside and I am afraid it will make me bring out beasts I never knew I harbored. I can only pray that life goes on, perhaps even happier.
I still cant believe the exchange of words that we had earlier, i guess again, it being my friend, a real friend i felt there were no extended consequences for blasting him like that. he denied everything and called later to apologize. It was deliberately routed to voicemail.
by the way, me and the boys in Columbus are doing just fine. Just fine.