Sinking Butterfly

That had to be the weekend from hell, or at least something w/in the same vicinity. The case of the X factor from Hell. That’s what it is. A rather bizarre and grotesque fashion of handling anything really. I am just a simple man and I have to live with that such detail in my past. Disturbing. I am still befuddled by the no-limit defiance of all etiquette. Just when I thought had I had fully appreciated the full blown ghettoness of our subject, I was proved wrong with yet another string of events worth going into the books.

On the other hand, Ntombi is a sweet angel, a graceful butterfly that didn’t deserve to go through that avenue to hell, but she held my hand tight that’s why we are here. There is the aftermath of all that that I might be soon be dealing with. I cant even begin to fathom what disarray my emotions and feelings will be. If I cant ever be honest again, this is the one place I will fail to be dishonest - to her and to this blog.

I agree, there are too many ups and downs accounted for a 1month period. Enough for lifetime in some pples cases if you ask me. I am just a simple man. I know what I want and I have what I want, I know the value of what I have and I appreciate all of its worth with all that I can, I am not sure can keep what I have but I will give it my all, all the best of my all with intense devotion to our life together. GOD didn’t place us in each others lives for nothing, I feel in my heart that its for more than just what we need to be both better pple and stronger pple but its also to unite us in every way imaginable and to have us grow and blossom the coalescence in a beautiful family of three, four , five , six …who knows? As long as its us being blessed by HIM.

For all we know, we may never be again and so the time to be us is now.


TONE
PS I declined a dinner invitation. Its only natural.
PSS F.Man profusely apologized for over stepping the boundaries. We are cool now , well...sort of.

Take 6

Who would have known that I was one day going to see Take 6 live on stage, in Detroit, MI, w/ iNtombi yami? I didnt. Especially in 1993 when i first heard the fellas at Solusi. Back when I was just a lil black boy from a third world country, with not much to say abt anything really. something as big as the Rwanda genocide happened just a year later and look how lil of a global impact it made just because it was a third world woe. By ever measure available, i had no voice, but I knew that i was making my baby steps in to my a cappella life. With Take 6 and Acappella ushering. Vocal perfection has some living legends in the form of Take 6. meeting them in person on a one on one basis was out of this world ! I dont think i have had my cheeks so painful in a long time. will be posting pictures if the need arises. Man !!

Man O F'Man

Well, yet another posting to this blog. This one on the left side like ortseo. I cant believe that things are turning out sour with me and my boy . We have been boys for a good 13years and his lack of respect for simple social settings and etiquette has cost us something that we both may never get else where. I feel betrayed and its not a big surprise to feel like that. Back in the Chapter 7 days the same episodes were played in strikingly similar succession, this is just a sequel. I guess it being my friend, I have always been in denial of the fact that I was going to be a victim one day. Was I just naive or stupid or both. I am holding a lot inside and I am afraid it will make me bring out beasts I never knew I harbored. I can only pray that life goes on, perhaps even happier.
I still cant believe the exchange of words that we had earlier, i guess again, it being my friend, a real friend i felt there were no extended consequences for blasting him like that. he denied everything and called later to apologize. It was deliberately routed to voicemail.
by the way, me and the boys in Columbus are doing just fine. Just fine.

Ortseo Whirl

Ortseo Whirl

I am in the eye
Live Ortseo
Pass me by
Around me
let it be
Its coming to pass
Pass

Tone

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